I really do hate losing. I mean, its fine today. Atleast kind of. Im awfully calm even though i lost quite a lot of games today due to me being bad and others being even worse.
Cant do to much about it either. Its about the fun, but sometimes you just want to be successful. Even in your free time.
In the end this means that i just need to get better so that i can carry that shit. Thats what i need to do. Rise above weakness or something like that.