Im kind of the wrong target group with that one. Im usually not talking that much about my past love life – not here online, not in real life. Im one happy camper with a great girlfriend, so why would i dwell on the past? 🙂
Aaaanyways, for the sake of it, lets answer that one too. My first love was back when i was 16. I was young, naive and full of hope that life is great thing that im capable to do amazing things. I mean, i wasnt totally wrong there, i can do great things if i really try. Not the point though, moving on. Back then i was not that different from the me right now – i was a huge nerd that was playing way too much computer games. Naturally i played a lot more back then – i was still in school and because of that i had a lot more free time. I was never the guy that would play with the other kids outside or go to parties to get drunk. I never liked that.
Sooo, back then i found out about internet chats. Back then they werent as bad as today – or atleast i kinda remember them that way. I was curious. Not exactly about women in general, i just wanted to know what this whole relationship thing was all about. I wasnt even feeling lonely back then. I didnt know that there was something that i could gain from being in a relationship. So i chatted a bit with a few girls that were living not far from me. Nothing serious, just the usual chats between teens. After a while i found a girl that liked me. I also liked her and then, after we struggled a bit with meeting someone from the internet, we met and got together. We had a relationship that lasted for ~2 years.Obviously i also had my first kiss with her.
If i look back at it now i notice that she used me a lot. As i wrote before, i was a naive young boy without any experience when it came to love. She claimed the same for her, but i dont think that this was true. In the end she left me for a better looking guy that failed school. She also failed her training – she wanted to become a baker, but she didnt stick with it after she left me. I believe right now shes working at some sort of diner. And me? I studied for 5 years as hard as i could and now im definitely in a better place then i would have ever imagined back then. Grown-up relationships are way better then teen relationship. Atleast for me. Im really in a great place in life right now and i can look back at those memories and think ‘meh’.